When I was younger, I loved learning things of a spiritual nature. It filled me with wonder, thinking about how that thing came to be, why it was the way it was, what kind of universal magic created it etc.
I was always asking questions of the people around me, as well as sharing what I knew with others, any chance I got. I loved discussing spiritual matters because they were bigger than what we as humans know and perceive.
This got me on the track of thinking, what else is my mind capable of, if all of these things exist that defy explanation?
I became obsessed with learning all that I could about any topic I was interested in. This led me on a wonderful journey where my intelligence grew as an intuitive individual.
I had always been psychic. All of my family are; it’s just that I used mine as a career path while others chose to do more normal-looking work.
We’re all a little kuku in my family. We are all great at something. Big-brained individuals who enjoy being smart and a bit different to everyone else.
It’s a Skinner thing to be a little crazy, as we don’t tend to follow traditional thought patterns.
My Dad’s a scientist – the biggest brain of them all! He has a PhD under his belt, books with his name on them that are taught as part of the curriculum all over Australia, and a wife who has always known what was going on before anyone told her.
This unique combo meant that all of us kids thought outside the box when it came to religion, world affairs, conspiracy theories, medicine and the world at large.
I clearly remember being at our campsite in New Zealand and my dad referencing a section in the Bible and saying something along the lines of “Do you think it’s talking about aliens visiting the planet?”
Not because he’s into that kind of thing, but more so to get us to think laterally, beyond words and meaning, and instead see something metaphorically or in another way.
My inquisitive mind loved to go beyond the norms and think outside the box, even if it meant I sometimes got weird looks or stares of disapproval.
I didn’t care. I was having fun and I liked how it made me feel to be a little different.
I have never stopped being that way all of my life!
I’m always going to look for a solution myself. I love to enquire with my own intuition, so that some universal knowing comes through to make me realise a simple way to comprehend something.
That’s my jam!
There is nothing more pleasurable to me than finding out new things and sharing them with others through any format I choose – a meditation that I have channelled, a workshop I created from scratch, a reading healing or other form of communication where I choose words to convey what I am picking up on that I know came to me intuitively.
I have a thirst for knowledge.
It’s in my blood!
So, I decided, why not start a podcast where I can tune into universal truth, bring that down through me, and express myself as a medium for what is above us – the Voice of the Universe.
I have been tapping into this source of empowerment for all of my adult life, since I learnt how to still my thoughts to listen to it.
I created sacred geometry symbols using this gift that I have. I made unique healing modalities. Now I’m going to use it to do my favourite thing – have a good chat – only this time with my higher knowing.
I’m going to use a podcast format to convey words that I hear of a psychic kind, so that I can share a truth that comes to me from the Universal Realm.
I’ll have a specific topic in mind, that I came up with during my day-to-day activities, because I wanted to learn something more about a malfunction that I was dealing with where my mind wouldn’t work in the way that I wanted it to.
I have a lot of issues with my brain not doing what I want it to, due to coercive manipulation being a massive part of my life.
I was threatened to the point of my will being overthrown by men who chose to harm me. Ever since, I have had issues with being stable and full of self-empowerment.
This causes my brain to glitch and go offline to where I have no memories available to me, I can’t find the words that I want to use, I struggle to comprehend things because my mind can’t disseminate the information the way it is meant to, and I can zip out of my thoughts and come back when a conversation is over because disassociation is one of my go-to settings.
Sounds fun doesn’t it!
It’s not! It made me avoid people for a long time because it makes me shy as I worry that I will look stupid. In a way I am because I’m not functioning at 100% anymore.
I’m only now finding my feet again after I toppled over mentally, when my past reared up from its suppressed state, catching me off guard.
Along with it, came a lot of disturbance, terror, shock, malfunctions on both a physical, mental and emotional level, as well as old awarenesses that ruled over my body.
The way I chose to deal with this, and get to know myself again with all of that truth included, was by channelling information on a daily basis to ease my confusion.
I had a lot to learn about many topics I had no clue about, like psychology and its impact on the psyche.
I did what I like doing, tuning into something higher, asking questions and seeing what comes back to me in the form of a higher truth that is not known to me at the time.
I did this for years, slowly growing into a new person, with a different kind of language inside of me that didn’t come from reading books or searching the internet.
Instead, I became wise from being told what was wrong with me, and how to cope better with my symptoms, by a universal part of me that knows all.
My Higher Self talks to the energy of the universe – and it talks back!
That’s the easiest way to explain what’s going on when I do these enquiry sessions, where I take everything else off my to-do list and I just sit and listen and learn.
I love doing this process!
It has taught me so much that I didn’t know, and every time it did, I felt better, despite all of what was going on for me at the time.
I learnt a new way to communicate when verbalising my thoughts and articulating myself wasn’t always easy.
I still use it to this day when I want to write something, as my words flow onto the page without my mind tripping over itself.
That’s why it’s my favourite thing to do. Because when I’m channelling, I am not limited by my brain power or anything else that is malfunctioning.
Instead, I gracefully pull words out of thin air and say them with confidence. Whereas, when you ask me a question or have a conversation with me, sometimes I will clam up, unable to say what I mean to, as my mind has become triggered to misbehave.
But when I’m channelling, I never have to think of something ahead of time, as a universal knowing is engaging with my brain, telling me what to believe which is usually along the lines of “You’ve got this Kushla!” “You know what you’re doing.” “Your flow is good.” “Just relax and you will be fine!”
That’s all I need to encourage me to be universal with my mind, so that there are no limits to what I can perceive.
Once I am like this, there’s no stopping me!
I go here there and everywhere, finding out new things that fascinate me.
Now after many years of playing with this talent, I’m ready to share my universal thoughts with others.
Instead of me sitting with my Higher Self, enquiring about what I need to heal from and keeping that information to myself, I will be relaying the words that I hear, via my podcast series, so that we can all grow together!
Ill think of a theme, based on what I’m going through on a level of sabotage, set up a camera and record myself speaking out load about all that the universe shares with me regarding my predicament.
I want to focus on mental health issues, mystery symptoms, trauma release, healing from your past, and how to be a powerful person, because these are all things that I need to learn about, if I am to evolve myself beyond where I’m currently at.
I want people to have information that they can listen to with ease, that makes them feel inspired, hopeful and like they are connected to something magical, so that they get themselves out of a rut and feel better.
I know what it’s like to spend your days wondering if you will ever be normal again, because your mind won’t do what you want it to.
It’s horrible!
But I found a way out of the gloom and despair by listening to words of a universal kind, that came to me through my intuitive enquiry, when I felt lost and afraid.
This process of listening to something greater than myself made me change energetically, to where I let go of old ideas about Self, problematic thoughts from times of trauma, low-vibration memories and chains that led me back to moments where I was harmed by other people.
It gave so much to me that my stability returned, bit by bit. I grew to be confident again. I allowed myself to believe in my future, and I stopped self-punishing behaviours, all because I finally had enough self-love to do so.
That’s my story – well a fraction of it anyway.
You can get to know me better through my channelling sessions, where I talk about how to grow from trauma, as well as see me in action, as I talk to a higher truth that exists in the Universal Realm.
My YouTube channel will host these podcast videos, and a Spotify station will have the audio files, in case you prefer to listen that way instead.
So, please subscribe to Channelling With Kush to be notified when these new talk sessions are available.
You could also join my mailing list, where I will send out a newsletter to announce when the first channelling is available.
I’m so looking forward to sharing this side of me with you.
Kush
